LQ :'(

I'm finding it hard to explain what I feel inside. And right now, right now... I feel so alone! Forgive me if this is what you'll read after a long days of absence here in blogspot. But I know no one! Just want to ease some of my pain and this is my way of saying it:

Kailan ba titigil ang luha,
kung alam mong di ka na masaya?
Makakaila ko pa ba,
kung ika'y nasasaktan ko na?

Sa bawat luhang dumadaloy
isang katanungan ang sa aki'y nag-aapoy:

Mahal pa ba kita o
sadyang kulang pa?
ang panahon para sa ating dalawa
(na ako'y iyong intindihin)

Mahigpit nga ba ako
sa pagkakapit sa'yo?
Kaya ngayon ikaw na
ang sa akin ay lumalayo?

OMG! Tulungan niyo ako! ^_^
Ang aking BUHAY
sa akin ay lumalayo?
Kakayanin ko ba ito?

Sinabi ko na sa'yo:
Nawala na ako,
Paano ko ba magagawang bigyan ka ng kalayaan?
Tama nga ba sila,
na ito'y iyong kasiyahan?

Susuko ba ako,
at pagbibigyan ka?
Papanao naman ako?
Iyong mahal pa ba?

Tanging hiling ko lang ngayon,
bigyang puwang ang puso kong nananaghoy (amp!)
Kailan ba darating ako'y iyong diringgin, iintindihin at uunawain.

Kung sa iyo ay aminin na
ikaw ay mahal pa din?
Kung aking sabihin
handa AKONG baguhin?

May madadatnan pa kaya akong
LUCKY sa aking pag gising...




Just tell me I can make it so I can feel better ^_^
Thanks for reading.

This makes me cry!

Love Story by Taylor Swift


We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

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For 5 years! wooo! grabe :( kelan kaya yung happy ending?

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Hanggang kelan kita ipaglalaban? Kailan mo ako ipaglalaban?

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone

Rhomeo nga name ng BF ko..bwahahaha! It's our love story talaga! tsktsk!


Amp! Against all odds ang emote ko ngaun :(


ala lang. Pampam lang!

Can A Guy Get Pregnant? by Bill Sones and Rich Sones

About two weeks ago, me and my boyfriend (GG) go to the mall hoping to find the reviewer I've been lemming. Unfortunately, it was gone! I am so depressed. That book was so cheap and yet it was so perfect :( so what I did was to look for other books and this catches my attention.

Can A Guy Get Pregnant? by Bill Sones and Rich Sones

PHP 115 (~USD 2.38) @ SM Sta. Rosa Book Sale

I show this to GG and he was like so shocked when he first saw this, saying this was so cool so he bought this at once(for him and not for me!LOL!). When I saw this, I remember my clinical instructor back in college. She was discussing and then suddenly the topic goes on male pregnancy. She said like it was some kind of a joke and I think half of the class agree with her and also laughs. That's when I butt in and I said while raising my hand, that I read in wikipedia that this can be possible. All of them looked at me. I don't know what they're thinking but I just know one thing ("ayan! nagmamagaling ka na naman!" that's what they're saying!). I just want to share a little tidbits and not because nagmamagaling ako! Before I read the notes from wikipedia me, myself too was so shocked. Everytime I learn something new, I always share this to everyone. I tend to share and not to show off. There's a difference. (maybe this is what they hate about me!) Nuff of another Dramatic Babe! LOL!

What's good about this book? Well, remember when you were just a little girl and so curious about how everything works? You're so eager to find the answer. And gues what? I already found the Book of Answers! Haha! This is a scientific answers to everyday questions and not so everyday. I'll give you an example: Do dogs watch TV? Can a body live without a head and vice versa? Do blind people see in their dreams? Funny, huh?

This kind of book is what I really love. Reading this funny book won't even make you realize that you're already learning something.

Hope you guys spare a little time to relax by reading books, a real books and not Ebook. ^_^

SM Sta. Rosa Book Sale ++ Doraemon Comic Book Collection

Astrology Alert! If you were born between today and July 22, you're a Cancer, which means you're intuitive and love the comforts of home. Your ideal love matches are Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio, and Pisces.

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WOW! I'm so excited to see the results of all the contests I've joined. I really hope I win. LOL!

But now, while waiting let me share to you another book I've purchased for only PHP50. Maybe this is not worth posting for. Haha!

In red: Fantastic Beasts and Where To Find Them
property of Harry Potter (PHP 20)
In purple: Madame Boskey's Fortune Telling Book (PHP10)
In light Blue: my favorite... Teen Ultimate You
by Alison Raine and Emma Harrison (PHP20)

Ever since I was a child, I love books with attractive colors and lotsa pictures. With these kind of books I feel like I'm going back to my childish days where I am innocent, curious about anything and eager to learn with my own little hands. How silly! Because just when I was a child, I'm so thrilled to be a grown-up, not knowing what may future brings. I just want to be a grown-up and that's it! I want to be a grown-up so I can go wherever I want to go even without asking for my parent's consent. I can do EVERYTHING. I can put my makeup on without my father wiping my red lipstick, taking it off. I can wear sexy dresses without my mother asking me to change it at once. I can go on in a party without my cellphone ringging all over again, parents asking where the hell am I and what the time is it? And now, here I am... I want to be the little kid again who once sit into my father's lap. I want to have those innocent eyes and think nothing-just do nothing but to play all over the house. I don't have any idea that this is how it feels like to be a grown-up. I don't know that to be a grown-up means you have to be on your own, you have to be INDEPENDENT! Ohh! I really miss the cute little ME...itch! (Goochigoochi..gooogoogoo!LOL!)

WOW! Now that's what I call PAST!haha! Going back to the year of 2009, Have you guys know Doraemon? I hope so 'coz he's one of my favorite anime. And when I pass thru BOOKSALE of SM Sta. Rosa I can't let this one pass by:

Doraemon Comic Book in Tagalog by Fujiko F. Fujio
PHP 60-80 (~USD 1.24-1.66)

Doraemon is a robotic cat from the future who has travelled back in time to aid the thoroughly hapless Nobita Nobi in order that his descendants reap the benefits of Nobita's success one day rather than be burdened by the considerable financial debts which his incompetence has led them to suffer in the original timeline.

Try reading more about Doraemon by clicking this.

I already missed volume 3 and 4 :(

BTW, these are for my li'l bro, Jansen. I gave this to him in exchange of a higher grades in school^_^

How about you guys? Do you miss your childhood days?

Have a nice day!

Not even a single word from SIA

I really can't find the courage and strength to open my reviewer books from Sia. In other words, tinatamad ako! Kung tutuusin nasa akin na ang (halos) lahat ng mga materials na tutulong sa akin sa pagreview for my board exam, including medicine books, Q&A books with answer sheets, at ang pinakatretreasure ko: ang sandamakmak kong ebooks (na halos 5gb)na medyo mahirap hanapin sa internet unless marunong ka talaga.

Naiinis na nga ako sa katamarang pinaiiral ko. Puro na lang ako laro, internet at gala. Wawa naman utak ko wala ng laman kundi si Mario, friendster, multiply, make up at pagkain. Pumunta na nga ko kanina dun sa friend ko para itanong kung desidido talaga silang sa October na kumuha ng board. Nagulat pa ako nung sinabe nyang OO. Patay! Mukhang ako pa lang talaga ang walang gana mag-review. Well, sana may bumatok sa akin para umpisahan ko ng magreview. Matagal ding napabakante utak ko kaya hirap na kong magmemorize. Dala na din siguro ng alak at puyat! Nyahahahaha!

Try kong umpisahan bukas ang pagrereview. Try lang. hehe ^_____^