LQ :'(

I'm finding it hard to explain what I feel inside. And right now, right now... I feel so alone! Forgive me if this is what you'll read after a long days of absence here in blogspot. But I know no one! Just want to ease some of my pain and this is my way of saying it:

Kailan ba titigil ang luha,
kung alam mong di ka na masaya?
Makakaila ko pa ba,
kung ika'y nasasaktan ko na?

Sa bawat luhang dumadaloy
isang katanungan ang sa aki'y nag-aapoy:

Mahal pa ba kita o
sadyang kulang pa?
ang panahon para sa ating dalawa
(na ako'y iyong intindihin)

Mahigpit nga ba ako
sa pagkakapit sa'yo?
Kaya ngayon ikaw na
ang sa akin ay lumalayo?

OMG! Tulungan niyo ako! ^_^
Ang aking BUHAY
sa akin ay lumalayo?
Kakayanin ko ba ito?

Sinabi ko na sa'yo:
Nawala na ako,
Paano ko ba magagawang bigyan ka ng kalayaan?
Tama nga ba sila,
na ito'y iyong kasiyahan?

Susuko ba ako,
at pagbibigyan ka?
Papanao naman ako?
Iyong mahal pa ba?

Tanging hiling ko lang ngayon,
bigyang puwang ang puso kong nananaghoy (amp!)
Kailan ba darating ako'y iyong diringgin, iintindihin at uunawain.

Kung sa iyo ay aminin na
ikaw ay mahal pa din?
Kung aking sabihin
handa AKONG baguhin?

May madadatnan pa kaya akong
LUCKY sa aking pag gising...




Just tell me I can make it so I can feel better ^_^
Thanks for reading.

Another giveaways

Nu Nu Doll's MAC Graphic Garden Giveaway

Another giveaway from Nu Nu Doll,

There will be two winners chosen randomly, and each winner will receive 1 palette (the first winner gets first choice). There will also be other little goodies enclosed in the packages as well! *And yes this contest is open internationally*

This giveaway will close on Friday, August, 21st. The winner will be announced the next day.

Click here for more info.

----------------------------------------------------------

Beth of Little Brew

As Beth reached 150 followers, she will be giving away these fabulous prices. Just follow her rules. Click here for more info.

So, to be in a chance with winning this lot, alls you have to do is;
+ make sure you are subscribed to this blog littlebrew - but also you need to be subscribed to my new fashion blog fashion-brew :)
+AND - Leave a comment down below saying 'enter me into the contest'

The competition will end on the 1st of August.

Thanks ladies for having this contest ^_^

Good luck to all of us.

Have a nice day everyone :)

Generous girls should be blesssed!

Jbreezybaby's giveaway

This is her way of saying 'thank you' to all of her followers. For 2 weeks, she already have 25 followers (*big applause*). Thanks to you too, Jbreezybaby, for having this giveaway :)
I' having fun reading your informative blog ^_^

RULES

1) You must be a follower (Obviously I'm doing this for my followers. But if you want to join and become a follower, you are more than welcome ;] )
2) You must be at least 18 years of age (If not, please ask your parents first for permission)
3) Have a valid email address (I'm sure all of you would not have any problem with this lol)

For more information, click here!

--------------------------------------------------------------

$100 worth of MAC makeup & more contest!!!

Another generous girl!

Rosefunk888's giveaway

Rules:

1. Have to be a subscriber!!
2. leave as many comments on this video with the word Mac....... right in front of your great comment
3. you have to rate this video and TWO others
4. you have to comment TWO other videos only once each
( I will be checking to see if you did that to win)
5. favorite this video :)

There will only be one winner!


Prizes:
...4 MAC lipsticks
...2 MAC blushes
... empty mac palette
....3 MAC eye shadows
....Mac brush SET
.... empty single mac holder
.... 2 sample everyday mineral, (blush and matte foundation)
.... 20 sample eyeshadows ( not all shown in the video cause
lighting was bad)
.... makeup artist training case, black or sliver
.... professional grade cosmetic wedges

Good luck ladies!

Spread the word ^_^

Want to Subscribe?
Sign In or Sign Up now!

This makes me cry!

Love Story by Taylor Swift


We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

--------------------------------------------------------------

For 5 years! wooo! grabe :( kelan kaya yung happy ending?

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Hanggang kelan kita ipaglalaban? Kailan mo ako ipaglalaban?

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone

Rhomeo nga name ng BF ko..bwahahaha! It's our love story talaga! tsktsk!


Amp! Against all odds ang emote ko ngaun :(


ala lang. Pampam lang!

EOTN: Barney meets Oscar the grouch

Remember what's my makeup look during a birthday's celebration of my friend. Here's what it is. I already have a chance to take a picture of it. So another eyeshadow look for the night. Hope you'll have fun!

I love purple but I hate green. That's why I decided to mix and blend these colors. I have fun playing with 'em. Here it goes:

Barney meets Oscar

STEP 1:

MAC Mineralize Eyeshadow Duo Bright side Gallery Gal in Green





Apply the green shade as your base eyeshadow.

I put some loose powder under my eyes to catch any particles of eye shadow that fall from my brush so it can be easily removed later.

STEP 2:

TBS Hot Brights Eye Color in Violet Sunset

I use the purple shade on my outer lid. Blend it with the green shade.

STEP 3:

TBS Hot Brights Eye Color in Violet Sunset

Apply the pink shade just above the crease. Mix and blend again.

STEP 4:

MAC Mineralize Eyeshadow Duo

Bright side Gallery Gal in Champagne

Pat it on the middle lid area of your eyes.

STEP 5:

.

Lined my eyes with MAC Fluidline Eyeliner Gel in Rich Ground.

STEP 6:

Curl your lashes and applied 2/more coats of

TBS Divide & Multiply Mascara.

STEP 7:



Line the outer lower lash line with any purple shade while the inner lower lash line with any green shade.

FINAL RESULTS:

And now my scar again! ^_^

I know I still got so much to learn in blending and mixing different shades.




Whoaa! Look at those lashes! TBS never fails me. I am so amazed with the results of my lashes.




Other products I used:


FACE

FOUNDATION

Maybelline Flalwless Natural Liquid Foundation in Apricot Sand

Powder: Maybelline Angelfit Ultra Natural Affinity Foundation in Natural Ochre

Blush

MAC Emanuel Ungaro Cream Colour Base in Crushed Bougainvillea

Highlighter

MAC Mineralize Skin Finish Refined

LIPS


Lip liner: Fashion 21

Lipstick

TBS Roseflower Lips in Shade 01 Soft Pink

Lip gloss

TBS Hi- Shine Lip Treatment

----------------------------------------------------------------------

CAMWHORING



You can see my birthmark (taleng..LOL!)

Me, wearing my purple Departamental Tshirt (during my 2nd year in college)

--------------------------------------------------------------

Before I sleep let me remind you to:

EOTD: Green- minded chick

Imagine life without colors
Isn't it so sad?
Boring. Lifeless.

Good thing God didn't want us to be sad. He brings colors to this world so let's enjoy it, flaunt it and have fun with it!

And for my EOTD:



Here I am trying to make a look with my Pink Wink by Penshoppe and TBS Shimmer Cube Palette 18.

STEP 1:

Pink Wink by Penshoppe
Eye Paints 8 in 1 Eyes Shadow Palette

I use this shade as my base eyeshadow.

STEP 2:

TBS Shimmer Cube Palette 18

Green shimmer just above the upper lash line.

STEP 3:

Revlon Soft on the Eyes Sheer Loose Shadow Head in the Clouds

Apply this above the crease.

STEP 4:

TBS Rose Flower Eyes 01 in Sunshine Gold

I always used this as my highlighter,
apply it in the brow bone and in the inner corner of my eyes.

STEP 5:

Nichido Liquid Eyeliner in Black
Obviously, I used this as an eyeliner in my upper lash line.

STEP 6:

TBS Divide & Multiply Mascara

STEP 7:

Nichido Gorgeous Eye Pencil Girl's Night Out

Eye Pencil 06 Thin Mints

for my lower lash line
I'm gonna put this in my unbeatable tipid picks list ^_^

FINAL RESULTS:




My chicken pox scars looks terrible. I got that since I was young. Don't wanna edit it though just to make me look better. LOL!

Ooops! I forgot to put on my lipstick! LOL! Ewe! I look like a monster! Haha! It's already 3 am here. I can't sleep so I decided to make an EOTD. Hope you'll like it ^_^

Other products I used:

FACE

Foundation: Maybelline Dream Matte Mousse Foundation in Natural Beige
Powder: Maybelline Angelfit Ultra Natural Affinity Foundation in Natural Ochre
Blush: Maybelline Blush Studio in Peach Satin 02
Highlighter: MAC Mineralized SkinFinish refined

-----------------------------------------

THE END

Have a nice day everyone. ^_^

UPDATE: Food Tripping ++ Marti

I've been saving this post for weeks, stocked in my drafts. I just taught of posting it now. My BF's birthday was last July 9 but his friends are too busy at work. Last night was the only time they're free. Well, not all of them was able to come. We had a little inuman session.

Red Horse for the 3 boys and San Miguel Light for me
Lechon Liempo at Baliwag for our pulutan

I am not an alcoholic. I rarely drink because of its bitter taste and wooziness side effect.

--------------------------------------------------------------

Introducing, Marti...

oohhh... sad Marti

Red-eyed Marti

WOW! Look at his ears! teehee! Cute! isn't it?

That's enough! said Marti

Nuff with the cam whoring. Here's another food post 2 days before my BF's birthday.

GG eating his Intel Quadcore Q6600

GG got his new procie. It's a bit too pricey so I said to him, "You better eat that thing coz we have no money left to buy you a food!" LOL! Just kidding. We're just making fun of it. He is so happy with that thing. Aside from me, he's so in love with his computer. Sometimes, I got jealous with that thing :(



For the food tripping, we choose to ate at French Baker. I bet you know I love pasta!

Chicken Parmigiana PHP 165 (~USD 3.45)

Chocolate Ice Cream Shake PHP 107 (~USD 107)


Mine-oh-mine!

An Italian American inspired pasta dish consisting of cooked spaghetti in Italian tomato sauce and topped breaded chicken cutlet sided with grilled foccacia slices or french garlic toast.

Soup on a bread bowl PHP 105 (~USD 2.19)

Creamy soup of the day stuffed in French bread bowl. Enjoy the soup and eat the bread.

Chicken Salad Croissant PHP 118 (~USD 2.47)

GG's choice

Chunky chicken salad with lettuce, tomato and cucumber and freshly baked croissant and sided with our own potato chips.


Bye for now. Take care everyone. Don't forget to smile ^_^