Late post: Tag plus Award

Meme Award from Golden,
a gorgeous mom. I have a lot of tips from her
that I would absolutely follow if ever I'll have my own kids.

Thanks for giving this award and for noticing
my simple blog ^_^ I really appreciate it!

For more info about Meme, click here. Golden searched it for us. (Don't forget to dropped by her blog.) Finally, I already know what it is.

Rules for acceptance:

1) Acknowledge the person who sent you the award.
2) Nominate 7 other blogs.
3) Share your 7 personality traits so we can get to know you better.

Can I nominate all of you who still doesn't have this award?
I don't want to pick only 7 bloggers since all of you deserve this!

and now to my 7 personality traits. I am:


1. Simple. You can catch me with no makeup on my face wearing just a simple clothes and a hair I don't care to manage. Maybe that's why it's getting dry and frizzy. I just want some things to be simple and that's it.

2. Clumsy. I always slipped on the floor so I choose to wear flat shoes/rubber shoes. I even dropped my things while walking down the street. Recently this was the result of my clumsiness. I'd rather call it clumsiness rather than stupidity! LOL!

I didn't realize that there's no chair so when I'm about to sit, my ass fell off! and yeah! I'll put it on my embarrassing moment-list (But to my surprised I never feel ashamed, honestly! All I feel was the pain in my back! Haha!). My classmates in Japanese Language class laugh so hard. The next day I feel a pain in my arms and when I look at it into the mirror, I saw this bruise. It's much more darker and larger than it looks like in the picture. Until now I can still feel the pain in my back. I'd rather go see a doctor :(

3. I say what I think. I've always said what I think and I mean it. What you hear is what you get.

4. Pasaway. I tend to do things that is out of bonds. Masarap lang talaga ang bawal! Hehe!

5. Good listener. When someone came up to me and tell me something, I make it a point to listen to every word he/she says. Maybe that's one of the traits of a Libran that won't ever change.

6. Germaphobe like Golden. :) It all started when I began my hospital duty. We call it Aseptic technique.

Aseptic technique is employed to maximize and maintain asepsis, the absence of pathogenic organisms, in the clinical setting. The goals of aseptic technique are to protect the patient from infection and to prevent the spread of pathogens. Often, practices that clean (remove dirt and other impurities), sanitize (reduce the number of microorganisms to safe levels), or disinfect (remove most microorganisms but not highly resistant ones) are not sufficient to prevent infection.

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7. Open-minded. I'm willing to accept new ideas and I do respect opinions of other people.

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Another TAG from Jing. Thanks for tagging me ^_^ The first time she posted a picture of herself in blogspot, her eyes looks familiar and after wandering for awhile, I realized that she looks like Riza Santos of PBB Celebrity Housemate. [Don't forget to check her blog. She have an outrageous blog about beauty finds, Filipino foods and more!]


GETTING TO KNOW EACH OTHER (I TAGGED YOU!) Create a New Blog Post, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your title as "Getting to Know Each Other!", then tagged as many people as you like :)

1. What time did you get up this morning? 6am

2. How do you like your steak? grilled

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? X-Men Origins: Wolverine. We rarely watch at cinema. GG have a nice shot of movies in his computer and a comfy bed! ^_^

4. What is your favorite TV show? Heroes, Grey's Anatomy, Sponegbob Squarepants, The Simpsons, Black Jack... and many more!

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? New Zealand

6. What did you have for breakfast? Coffee and imbutido-->given by my BF's mom

7. What is your favorite cuisine? Italian and Japanese cuisine

8. What foods do you dislike? Salty foods

9. Favorite place to eat? Hmm... anywhere as long as I'm with GG

10. Favorite dressing? Tosenela! LOL!

11. What kind of vehicle do you drive? Bike. Kidding! Haha! I have none so far!

12. What are your favorite clothes? tee shirt and shorts

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance? Japan

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full? 1/2 empty

15. Where would you want to retire? Philippines. Of course!

16. Favorite time of day? anytime of the day

17. Where were you born? Taguig, Metro manila

18. What is your favorite sport to watch? Volleyball, Badminton

19. Who do you think will not tag you back? Doesn't matter.

20. Person you expect to tag you back first? Kahit sino, ok lang!

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this? readers or followers

22. Bird watcher? Yuhp! MT is the name. *wink*

23. Are you a morning person or a night person? night

24. Do you have any pets? Hmmm. He's dead! Micmic, my rabbit :(

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share? It's more of a creepy news. I'll tell ya later!

26. What did you want to be when you were little? Doctor.

27. What is your best childhood memory? when my father goes back here in the Philippines

28. Are you a cat or dog person? both

29. Are you married? Not yet!

30. Always wear your seat belt? yesh

31. Been in a car accident? I hope not

32. Any pet peeves? EMO/Punk, Big headset/earphones

33. Favorite Pizza Toppings? lotsa cheese

34. Favorite Flower? Lavender

35. Favorite ice cream? Cookies n Cream, Very Rocky Road

36. Favorite fast food restaurant? Mcdo->Bigmac; Jollibbe->Fiesta palabok, Mango Special Ice Craze, Tuna Pie; Shakey's->Mojos, Chocolate Shake, Manager's Choice; Pizza Hut->Cheesy Volcano; Burger King->Whopper Jr, Hershey's Sundae Pie, Iced Mocha Joe; Wendy's->Bacon Mushroom Melt.. yan na lang muna! Hehe!

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test? 0

38. From whom did you get your last email? from a blogger

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? I'm thinking..I'm thinking..I'm thinking....

40. Do anything spontaneous lately? 0

41. Like your job? Don't have anything yet

42. Broccoli? sure!

43. What was your favorite vacation? my GG's family reunion at Tagaytay!

44. Last person you went out to dinner with? GG

45. What are you listening to right now? Wanna by Kara :)

46. What is your favorite color? Blue, Purple, Pink, Black

47. How many tattoos do you have? None

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz? I will tag ALL

49. What time did you finish this quiz? 11:19 PM

50. Coffee drinker? slight

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I'll leave with you with some pictures of Marti with his hair newly-groomed. I don't like his new-look, I still love the old one :(





Bye for now ^_^


Thanks for dropping by... Have a nice day!

TAG: 6 ThingsThat Can Make Me Happy

I've been tagged by these sweet ladies,
EMS and Manju,
who cheers me up when things got a little bit cloudy.
Thanks for being kind and for all those comforting words.

Alrighty, these what makes me smile ^_^

1. God

I admit that I'm not really close to him. I seldom go to church on Sundays. But I know in spite of my absence, He's always been there for me. When I feel that everyone's turning their back on me, He never fails to be my one and most loyal friend.


2. Family, GG and BFF


Of course, the people so dear to me makes me happy. (Who doesn't?) One of them is my family. Just to be with them makes me feel happier, though it doesn't show. And there comes my BF, just a glimpse of him makes me even more happier. Haha! Just thinking of him makes me smile. Hanging out with my girlfriends also put a smile on my face. ^_^

3. Games

I supah dupah love playing games. Just a few minutes of playing makes my troubled and uneasy mind go back to the once happy little naughty Mitch! No matter how hard that game can be. It's just the way I live my happy life. Hihi!

4. Music

Music plays a very important role in my life. It can make me sad or freakin mad but most of the times it makes me happy.. and it makes me dance like crazy. [Hmmm.. not these days. I can feel my body gaining weight making it hard to do all my Beyonce-moves. LOL!] But hell NO! Nothing's gonna stop me and enjoy the music I'm hearing. As of now, this is what I'm loving!

You may call me 'corny' but these girls are what I'm talking about:

From L to R: Kara, Wonder Girls and SNSD

I love their song, the beat and the music.

5. Simple Jokes

Yeah! Just as simple as that picture above makes me happy!


6. Sex.. I mean food!

LOL! I've been thinking about one of the essential needs of human and that's what came first in my mind. Sex and then food! Haha! But NO! What I really mean is food. Maybe that's the reason why I've been gaining weight lately. I can't stop myself eating when I am sad and blue. And eating makes me regain my lively face again.

Now, I'm tagging everyone who reads this.

Happy Monday to all of you. Thanks for dropping by!

TAG: 7 Sides of my heart

Hi everyone! How's your weekend doing so far?
Hope everyone's fine and having a sweet smile!

I'd like to thank again everyone who answers my queries.
It's nice to hear all of your opinions. ^_^


Moving on, I've been tagged by this gorgeous lady, Nikki of Random Blabs.

Sorry for taking so long to answer this but I won't get tired coz this is so much fun!

RULES: "with as much creativity as you can muster, show your heart in: a picture, a poem, a song (or piece of music), a phrase (or quote), an item of clothing, a place, and (just for fun) a Disney princess. if you want to join in, tag 6 more blogs."


1. PICTURES --I have more than one, hope I'm not breaking any rules :)

I miss my GG so much. He's so busy right now. I only have a chance to talk to him for almost 1 hour a day. I hope everything will be back to normal, where I can talk to him anytime I want, kiss and hug him. But I know that he's trying to build our future. LOL! All I have to do is support him and TRUST him with the temptations issues.

my graduation pic ^_^

I've waited so long for that day so this picture deserves a space in here. This is the first time I wear a blue shade of eyeshadow. The makeup artist finished this look for only 5-10 minutes and I was like.. "Ohh! That's it?!" If I would be the one to do this look, it would take 20-30 minutes or maybe an hour. LOL! But I'm still happy with the results, I don't look like myself! Hahaha!

2. POEM

My favorite poem was entitled Please Listen To What I'm Not Saying.

I got this poem during a summer workshop back when I was in my 2nd year HS. The moment Ma'am Joy read this poem, nakarelate talaga ako!

PLEASE LISTEN TO WHAT I'M NOT SAYING

Don't be fooled by me
Don't be fooled by the face I wear
For I wear a mask
A thousand masks
Masks that I'm afraid to take off
And none of them is me.

Pretending is an art that's second nature with me
But don't be fooled,
For God's sake... don't be fooled.

I gave you the impression that I'm secure
That all is sunny and unruffled with me
Within as well as without
That confidence is my name and coolness is my game
That the waters calm and I'm in command
And that I need no one.
But don’t believe me.

I panic at the thought of my weakness
And fear of being exposed
That's why I frantically create a mask
To hide behind a nonchalant, sophisticated facade
To help me pretend
To shield me from the glance that knows

But such a glance is my salvation,
My only hope and I know it
That is, if it’s followed by ACCEPTANCE
If it's followed by LOVE

It's the only thing that liberate me from myself
From my own self-built prison walls
From the barriers that I so painstakingly erect.

It's the only thing that can assure me
Of what I can’t assure
That I'm really worth something!!!

But I won't tell you this
I don't dare
I'm afraid too
I'm afraid your glance will not be followed
By ACCEPTANCE and LOVE
I'm afraid that deep down I'm nothing,
That I'm just no good
And that you'll see this
And REJECT me.

But don't believe me, PLEASE!
My surface may seem smooth
But my surface is my mask
Beneath lies smugness, no complacence
Beneath dwells the real me
In confusion
In aloneness

But I hide this
I don't want anybody to know it

So I play my game,
My desperate pretending game
With a facade of assurance

And so begin the parade of mask
And my life becomes a front
I idly chatter to you in a suave tone of the surface talk
I tell you everything that’s really nothing
And nothing of what’s everything
Of what’s crying within me

So when I’m going through my routine
Don’t be fooled by what I’m saying
Please listen carefully and try to hear
What I’m not saying
What for survival I need to say
But which I can’t say

I dislike hiding...honestly!
I dislike the superficial game I’m playing
The superficial, phony game
I’d really like to be genuine
And spontaneous and ME
BUT YOU’VE GOT TO HELP ME

3. SONG

Lucky by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

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Love Story by Taylor Swift

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh oh I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town,

and I said Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head?
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

No need to explain. The lines said it all.


4. PHRASE or QUOTE

from my Cosmopolitan Datebook 2009

As of now this quote can't get off my head and keep reminding me to go further and continue living with a smile ^_^


5. AN ITEM OF CLOTHING



I love the wedding dress of Giselle in Enchanted Movie and I can't wait to wear that kind of dress. LOL!


6. A PLACE

There's no particular place I want to go (right now!). All I want is wherever I go I want my GG beside me. It's all that matters right now. weee sobrang miss ko na kasi siya, eh!

7. DISNEY PRINCESS

"I know you, I walked with you once upon a dream!"

I loooove love Princess Aurora of Sleeping Beauty. I remember when I was just a kid, I always watch this movie while holding a book of Sleeping Beauty, making me memorize each lines. Unfortunately, that book was lost. So every time me and my BF go to a book store, I tell him to find a Sleeping Beauty book for me.


PHOTO DISCLAIMER:
The images used in this site (#s 5 and 7) are for illustrative purposes only.
I do not own this pictures.

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A little something from me:

I hate LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP


... so help me God :(


Now let me hear from you:

Neurochiq

Kessa Thea

Ange

Louie

Rhain

Ems

What's keeping me busy?

Thanks everyone for the comforting words to my last post. It really cheers me up and I appreciate every single word you said. Your advice and tips helps me make things right this time. Thanks ^_^

So what's keeping me busy and why the hell I've been MIA?

• LQ makes me sad... can' t think of anything interesting to post here in blogspot. I've been crying for 3 days, can't sleep, asking myself what went wrong, trying to figure out things that can make US, the relationship works blah blah!

• I've been attending one of the free courses of TESDA (Technical Education and Skills Development Authority). And that's the Japanese Language and Culture class. Why? because it's free and it's only 500 (or more) steps away from our house. So why not go and feed my brain. Other courses are about computers, food, etc. Besides, my class would be accumulating only 4 hours of my time during Monday, Wednesday and Friday while 6 hours during Saturdays so I still have time to do some stuffs like the next one.... <---- I got lot of stories to tell and some info to share :)
  

• I'm busy fulfilling all of the requirements for my board exam in Midwifery. Some says it will be on October 15-16 (which is 2 days to go till my birthday). We all expect that Examination Day will be on November. Oh! Gwad! Typing BOARD EXAM makes my hands shiver. Seriously, I'm having second thoughts of taking it. Don't wanna meet my mean classmates again :( and what if I fail, ohhh I can hear them laughing. I'm losing my confidence with these girls.

• While you're reading this, I'm here at Netopia Cyber Cafe (SM MOA) and just finished eating lunch. Currently alone since my BF is having a final interview. I'll be posting the pictures about the food tripping later.
  

I want to sleep somewhere comfortable. I think I need some rest. I'm not able to sleep last night. Argggh! I'm having a serious headache.

That's it for now. Bye everyone.

Have a nice rainy day.

^_^

LQ :'(

I'm finding it hard to explain what I feel inside. And right now, right now... I feel so alone! Forgive me if this is what you'll read after a long days of absence here in blogspot. But I know no one! Just want to ease some of my pain and this is my way of saying it:

Kailan ba titigil ang luha,
kung alam mong di ka na masaya?
Makakaila ko pa ba,
kung ika'y nasasaktan ko na?

Sa bawat luhang dumadaloy
isang katanungan ang sa aki'y nag-aapoy:

Mahal pa ba kita o
sadyang kulang pa?
ang panahon para sa ating dalawa
(na ako'y iyong intindihin)

Mahigpit nga ba ako
sa pagkakapit sa'yo?
Kaya ngayon ikaw na
ang sa akin ay lumalayo?

OMG! Tulungan niyo ako! ^_^
Ang aking BUHAY
sa akin ay lumalayo?
Kakayanin ko ba ito?

Sinabi ko na sa'yo:
Nawala na ako,
Paano ko ba magagawang bigyan ka ng kalayaan?
Tama nga ba sila,
na ito'y iyong kasiyahan?

Susuko ba ako,
at pagbibigyan ka?
Papanao naman ako?
Iyong mahal pa ba?

Tanging hiling ko lang ngayon,
bigyang puwang ang puso kong nananaghoy (amp!)
Kailan ba darating ako'y iyong diringgin, iintindihin at uunawain.

Kung sa iyo ay aminin na
ikaw ay mahal pa din?
Kung aking sabihin
handa AKONG baguhin?

May madadatnan pa kaya akong
LUCKY sa aking pag gising...




Just tell me I can make it so I can feel better ^_^
Thanks for reading.

This makes me cry!

Love Story by Taylor Swift


We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

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For 5 years! wooo! grabe :( kelan kaya yung happy ending?

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Hanggang kelan kita ipaglalaban? Kailan mo ako ipaglalaban?

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone

Rhomeo nga name ng BF ko..bwahahaha! It's our love story talaga! tsktsk!


Amp! Against all odds ang emote ko ngaun :(


ala lang. Pampam lang!

UPDATE: Food Tripping ++ Marti

I've been saving this post for weeks, stocked in my drafts. I just taught of posting it now. My BF's birthday was last July 9 but his friends are too busy at work. Last night was the only time they're free. Well, not all of them was able to come. We had a little inuman session.

Red Horse for the 3 boys and San Miguel Light for me
Lechon Liempo at Baliwag for our pulutan

I am not an alcoholic. I rarely drink because of its bitter taste and wooziness side effect.

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Introducing, Marti...

oohhh... sad Marti

Red-eyed Marti

WOW! Look at his ears! teehee! Cute! isn't it?

That's enough! said Marti

Nuff with the cam whoring. Here's another food post 2 days before my BF's birthday.

GG eating his Intel Quadcore Q6600

GG got his new procie. It's a bit too pricey so I said to him, "You better eat that thing coz we have no money left to buy you a food!" LOL! Just kidding. We're just making fun of it. He is so happy with that thing. Aside from me, he's so in love with his computer. Sometimes, I got jealous with that thing :(



For the food tripping, we choose to ate at French Baker. I bet you know I love pasta!

Chicken Parmigiana PHP 165 (~USD 3.45)

Chocolate Ice Cream Shake PHP 107 (~USD 107)


Mine-oh-mine!

An Italian American inspired pasta dish consisting of cooked spaghetti in Italian tomato sauce and topped breaded chicken cutlet sided with grilled foccacia slices or french garlic toast.

Soup on a bread bowl PHP 105 (~USD 2.19)

Creamy soup of the day stuffed in French bread bowl. Enjoy the soup and eat the bread.

Chicken Salad Croissant PHP 118 (~USD 2.47)

GG's choice

Chunky chicken salad with lettuce, tomato and cucumber and freshly baked croissant and sided with our own potato chips.


Bye for now. Take care everyone. Don't forget to smile ^_^

TAG ++ Award

Sorry Gracie for taking so long to answer this tag. So I have to say 10 random things about me. Hmmmm? Now that's a really difficult one.

DID YOU KNOW?

1. I was bullied for being small and having a birthmark on my cheeks.

As I was in grade school until high school, I always hear them scream while I'm passing thru the hallway "pandak!" or even "nunal/taleng!". Seriously, I'm only 4' 11" tall (or rather small ^_^ LOL!). I have to wear high heels just to make me look taller even a little cm. I'm finding it hard to find a job since some of them requires at least 5' 2" in height. I even changed my height in my resume and wear high heels. I taught I'm being smart. Well, not good enough! The manager didn't believe that I was 5' 2", maybe it's too obvious that I'm much smaller :). Unsatisfied, he demand to take off my shoes. I can't believe there was a height measurement in his office and BINGO! I was fired before I got hired. LOL!

You may also wonder what's my shoe size. I can only wear size 4 -5 shoes, even shoes for kiddies can still fits my mini miny feet ;) But don't worry, I'm a big girl now. I can handle those criticisms. Besides, I treated it as a compliment. I never look old even if I'm in my early adulthood.

2. I'm a certified TALENTADONG PINOY.

No!I do not swallow fire and absolutely not a tightrope walker! I can sing and dance. I know how to act a little. In Grade 3, I won 1st place in a singing contest held in our school Christmas party. That's the first and last time I won a singing competion. :) I also love joining mini plays and theater when I was in my teenage years. I'd participated cheer leading competitions, folk dance contest and choral competitions. I'm also taking part in my bf's band. We do join battle of the bands (kahit na alam namin na luto na!). Sometimes we go home winning second place, but most of the time we lose, our money and our dignity. LOL! We've been also hired to play at weddings and debut. But that was a long time ago when our lead guitarist was still alive. Until now we're searching for a new guitarist. Seems like it's not too easy to find one that you can work well with.



3. I believe a kiss can make you pregnant until I've reached my 1st year in college.

That was a shocking revelation. Believe it or not. I almost dropped my jaw when my bestfriend told me that a kiss can never make you pregnant. Maybe you're thinking that I'm not paying attention with my science class. Of course not. I know every single part of my body, what it is called, how it works, but how to make love? I don't have any idea. Maybe grade school teacher should not name our vagina with a flower and a penis as a bird. I got confused with that. It's my mother's fault too. She told me not to kiss any guy coz it would make me pregnant. But I've been a bad girl. Everytime I kiss my bf, and then missed a period, I taught I was pregnant. The next thing I'll do, go to my friends cry for being terrified that I was pregnant (but they did not know that it was only a kiss).

4. FOODS

I love:

• pasta dish
• ice cream
• pizza
• chesse burger
• frappe

Just bring me these and we will be friends like forever. LOL!

I hate:

• garlic/fried rice
• chocolates with caramel
• salty foods
• Cherry

5. I used to be an unfaithful girlfriend.

I am never satisfied with one guy. I call it breakfast, lunch and dinner. I have one guy in each meal. My motto is: It's A-OK to cheat. Just be sure you won't get caught. LOL! I'm collecting BFs but not doing that thing (you know what I mean). I still believe that you have to give it to someone you really love and want to be with FOREVER! Until I met GG, my knight in shining armor who rescued me from my devilish act. We've been 5 years now and I've changed. I am so in love with him that I won't allow myself to do something that would hurt him! Oh! C'mon! I really do change. Ask him and you'll see.

As the saying goes: "Galit ang cheater sa kapwa cheater!" Though I've been a very bad girl, that doesn't makes me like boys with the same attitude. I hate them when they cheat esp when the reason is, "kasi lalake ako,eh!". WTF!





6. Forgive and forget?

Call me anything you like but once you did something insanely mad at me, I'll never forget that. I'll put you in my list and do something revengeful. No! I'm not gonna kill you. I'll do worst! Well, maybe that's also a part of me being supah NAUGHTY!



7. My mom won't allow me to play with my toys when I was just a kid.

My father works abroad and whenever he goes back here in the Philippines, I'll always have a new toy. One time, my dad bought me a doll house. I often play with it. My mom always locked it up in my closet so it would still looks brand new even if I grew up. But when my baby brother had been born in this world, he just pull out the parts, throw it all over the house, bite it and do whatever he wants with my toys. When he grew up, I always remind him of what he did with my precious doll house. If mom let me play with it, maybe I enjoyed the thrill of having a doll house. LOL!


Besides, I only have few girly toys. My father always want a boy and when he got me, I don't know maybe he got confused. He bought me gun toys with a sound while you pull the trigger and a skateboard which I never learned to use. He bought me a skateboard but he never wants me to play with it outside. He's too afraid that I can break my bones. Do you know how I'd play with my skateboard? I sit into it then row it with my hands.



8. I only have few friends...

and I barely enjoyed my college years at PNC. Most of my classmates are so mean. Some of them are sending me text messages saying I am such a *itch, na nagmamagaling daw ako, mayabang, etc. but they won't introduce themselves and whenever they did mean things again, I just call my BF and cry. I can't even imagine a grown- up girl will do such thing. The only reason that I know why they're doing that is because I'm active in academic and extracuricular activities in school so the attention's on me, pero never ko namang ipinagyabang un, and I don't even like to have everyone's attention. I'm much more happy being nothing!

Hindi naman talaga ako masyadong matalino. Masipag lang talaga akong mag-aral. Kaya pag nakakataas ako kesa sa kanila akala na nila siguro nagmamagaling na ako :(

For that reason I'd like to study again so I can enjoy my college life and have someone I can call a true friend.

If you have a priceless collection, of course you want each and every single item to be the best. That's why, I only have few friends coz I only collect the most valuable and worthy for my TLC. I'll put to garbage those ridiculous girls who has nothing to do but backstabbing, not being true to themselves, who are easily swayed by other’s opinion, who can’t even stand up for what they believe in.

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9. I love video games.

I can play the whole day without eating or drinking and just playing games. My addiction got worst after I graduated. I never even touched my books. (Hey! Board exam is in November! You should start studying!) I'm currently playing Plants vs Zombies and reaching 120+ flags at survival mode. (Adik talaga! Hehe!). I'd stopped playing Castlevania: Order of Ecclesia in Nintendo DSi. This game makes my ass go mad! It's just so hard. I will take a rest and play this game again. So I switched in playing Castlevania: Portrait of Ruins. This game was so cool.





10. Last but absolutely not least... I am so in love with my boyfriend.

I never taught God would give me such a blessing. That's why I call him GG a.k.a God's gift. I almost give up for finding Mr. Right and when I met him, I knew that it was him! I feel like I knew him for a long time. Just seeing him makes me smile. We dated each other for only 2 days. The next day we're officially the GG's. Now we're 5 years and 2 months. BTW, the other meaning of GG is gunggong. That's our term of endearment. "gunggong!" Sweet ^_^

Do you believe in reincarnation? We always taught that we are destined for each other. I promised that even in my next next next life, no matter what it takes, I'll remember him, search for him, and love him again. I'll never stop loving him. He's the greatest guy I met. Faithful, which you can hardly find these days, caring, thoughtful, God- fearing and he's super nice. He's not a troublemaker unlike me. I love everything about him, even his weakness and fail flaws. I would definitely say "YES!" when he already proposed to me.

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Here are some awards given by lovely Gracie:










I almost forgot to say thanks to Gracie. I really hope everything's fine with you and your BF. And your MAC? Hmmm... Don't worry, girl! I'll give you something you deserve if I'm already financially stable. ^_^ Thanks again!

Now I'm tagging all my followers and YOU. Yes! YOU! Everyone whose reading this. Just leave me a message that you'll do this. I think this is a cool and fun way to get to know each other so I do hope you also answer this tag. Thank you for visiting.

A Strange Dream

I have this crazy dream last night. Don't know what's wrong with me and why the hell I have a strange dream that I wish won't happen in real life. LOL! It goes like this. My boyfriend and I was watching TV in his house. Then comes the breaking news. Hayden Kho (who's very famous right now for his scandalous sex videos) had another sex videos spread all over the internet. As all Filipino knows, Hayden Kho had a sex video with Katrina Halili, Maricar Reyes and a Brazilian model. But this is a new one. I said, "They've been talking about that new sex video for over a month! There's more important news rather than this videos!". My boyfriend replied and said that I was right then go to the kitchen to get some drinks. Right after he leaves, the news program show a teaser of that video. The body was blurred and so the face of Hayden Kho except for the girl. Her innocent face was revealed. I don't know why a news program would show that immoral act. Well, it's only a dream. That's why! It's more of a music video than a sex video since the girl was singing and just kissing Hayden Kho. You can see that the girl was only singing and not doing that 'dirty act' BUT your brain tells you to think that it was a sex video. Then I said, "She looks familiar!"

My boyfriend which by that time was going back from the kitchen looks in the television. That's when I realized that the girl was me. It's too obvious that it was me. The single birthmark on my cheeks was the one that was exposed in the TV screen. Anyone who saw the video can say that it's really me. Whooa!! My boyfriend was so shocked and stunned when he saw that. I am so humiliated. I don't know how me and Hayden got a video. I am so terrified, even if my boyfriend was not mad at all.

Until I wake up, I still thought that me and Hayden have a sex video. Hahaha! It took me less than 3 minutes to realize that it was a dream.

P.S.

I am not fantasizing Hayden Kho before I sleep. NEVER in my whole life would I do that! ^_^

UPDATE UPDATE

I am so busy right now taking care of my sick brother. Hope it's not A(H1N1) though! So I guess I won't be here for a while but I'll check my emails and read other posts of beauty bloggers. Just to stay in touch ^_^

And I'm thinking that I already have to study for my upcoming board exam this November. I hope so. I am so lame to read my books :(

Have to go! ^_^

Bye for now.


xoxo,